If I Fail, Will I Be Proud?
Well, my mom was just blabbering…
I really don’t understand what you’re even doing, your taking unwanted stress at such a young age… Go on and enjoy your childhood, you won’t get to experience these times again. When you grow up, there’ll be a lot to worry about so please don’t take the stress from now…
"Tbh I find this stupid. Don’t get me wrong; she’s being a mother and looking out for me; but like the fact that she doesn’t understand aughhh. I’m going to prove her wrong."I really hope this is what i thought, but sorry to disappoint, this is actually what I thought…
"hmm, well I see nothing wrong in this… I mean why am I taking stress? Why tf am I doing all these when I completely know me succeeding have less odds than me getting 75+/80 in my Hindi exam (I suck in Hindi)"Okay, so if I look at it in a way that I’ll definitely fail, is it worth it?
Before answering this question myself, I’m going to show a pic in which someone who I truly am grateful to have met told me.
And trust me; I got a spark of wisdom from nowhere and told him this…
Now the thing is I’m stupid enough to understand this only works for other people
Now if I apply what I told him to myself…
Then I’m honestly happy to go on.
I mean, if I succeed; okay cool
If I don’t, it will be a cool tale for my kids to listen to during bedtime.
But either way I would have tried
So, coming back
Will I be proud if I fail?
I’d be proud that I tried… I went after something I thought worth it.
The outcome doesn’t define me; its just the act of trying that does…
Just telling you; I would never put my head down no matter what happens
(I might have to put my head down if it’s really hot outside alr)
If you’re more of a visual person and hate reading, I would honestly recommend this video from my YouTube channel
Failure isn’t the opposite of success (I used to think it was) but failure is actually a part of the path.
And if I could look back and tell you
I gave everything I could
I’ll definitely be proud about it.
So yeah, If i fail; at least i had the courage to try.
Something to be proud of…
Catch ya next week,
Kanishkha